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It’s the Holiday Season…

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It’s supposed to be shiny and bright and full of hope and promise, but somehow this year feels a bit different to me. I’m a bit darker this year. Not in a depressing, angry way just more of a desire to look at the dark corners of my life that I haven’t really wanted to notice before.

I’m looking at the truths I have been afraid to speak, and finding that I finally have the courage to speak them. I’m now able to do that in a real, honest, non-drama filled way. I can see my part, and I can own it. As uncomfortable as it may be.

This took work. It’s what I’ve been doing for the last few months after participating in Nicky Scully’s Egyptian Mysteries Retreat in Oregon this past August, and it builds on other work I’ve been doing for many years now. Whatever this is and for however long it takes to complete itself, there is growth, and that is good. 

In the meantime, I’m going to take full advantage of the dark and play in steampunk land with design for a bit…

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Natural Rubies with Mixed Metals, Crystal, and Howlite 

$18- Silver-plate  (Available with Shepherd’s Hook, or Lever-back as shown)

$25 – Sterling Silver  (Available with Post, Shepherd’s Hook, or Lever-back as shown)

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BTW – Sorry for the not-so-great photo… I have a camera & photography station on my wish list! 🙂  See, there’s a smile! There is light at the end of the tunnel and this time it’s NOT an oncoming train .

Well, whaddya know? I’m recovered and I’m back!

I am so happy to be able to share this 🙂

I am feeling well, and I have been consistently feeling well since Thursday, January 29th!

What changed?

I did something I’ve never done before, something I never thought I would do: The Master Cleanse.

You may have heard about the cleanse, you may have even read the book… I heard about it from a friend about 10 years ago. She had stayed on the cleanse for 40 days (something about tying it to a religious text) because she had been having serious health issues, and swore it changed her life. As she explained it to me,  I nodded in excitement for her and thought “Yeah, right… I will NEVER do that to myself!”

Then came the whole season of never ending illness that had been going on since  last October, and I got desperate. I’ve been living with a diagnosis of Multiple Sclerosis since 2004, and serious, life threatening bronchial asthma and allergies since I was a child – I’ve had my share of sick, and I was sick of being sick.

I’ve learned over the years how to manage my health using alternative means, and have been doing pretty well for the most part, but something about this last round of sick wore me to the bone. I felt drained beyond drained, and I was at my wits end. So I prayed for guidance. And I paid attention to what was showing up.

First thing that got my interest was a post on Facebook that spoke about resetting one’s immune system and how that could be accomplished in as little as 3 days. I was intrigued and thought, “Gee, that’s exactly what I need!” When I read further into the article, it spoke about using The Master Cleanse, and I thought “No way, am I ever doing that! That’s that crazy thing my friend told me about all those years ago, and I can’t do that! How could I ever not eat?” But the idea of having a reset immune system was very appealing.

So I prayed some more. I asked my angels for some clear guidance on what was the best option for me – Western Medicine, or something else. The answer showed up a few days later in an email ad about, guess what. I said “Hmmm… what if?”

I did some more research and thought some more, but I was not quite completely convinced and prayed for further clarity and guidance. And that’s what I got, clear direction during a meditation that the master cleanse would be a good option for me. So I decided to give it a try.

I went into the journey by saying, “My goal is to reset my immune system, and I understand that this can take as little as three days, but I’m only going to take it a day at a time, and not commit to more than that.” I bought enough supplies for three days, but was committed to being gentle with myself, and taking it one step at a time.

I did have some headaches and weakness in the first three days, but by day four, I felt a new spark inside of me come to life – it was almost as if a seed that was planted in the ground suddenly came to life. I knew that the next day would be really good.

On day five, my energy skyrocketed, and I was thrilled! I hadn’t felt that good since the previous September!

On day six, my energy was still incredible, but I got clear guidance that it was time to release the fast and to gently begin reintroducing food, so that’s what I did. I worked food back into my routine slowly over the course of four days, and have been feeling wonderful ever since.

I’m still taking it easy on myself with my work schedule; I need to exist at a gentler pace than I want to believe I need.

I remember all the years of burning the candle at both ends working full-time, being a mom with perfectionist  Martha Stewart inclinations, while simultaneously training in the craeft, and trying to be of service in my community. Now, I’m a full-time job, and everything else needs to work around me. It’s still not easy for me to grasp, even though my life has simplified in many ways with the kids being grown.

I’ve been thinking about the classes I want to teach, and I realized that I don’t want to teach technique as much as creation with intent, and all the layers of meaning and magic that can be used to build a piece of jewelry. The original series of classes I taught EarthSpirit’s Rites of Spring gathering in western Massachusetts many years ago is what I would like to do more of, and so that’s what I’m going to be working on.

I don’t know when I’ll post again, and I’m not making an impossible schedule for myself, so we’ll just see how this unfolds. Love to all, till we meet again.

Brightest Blessings,

Maria

 

 

 

Mother of All Ruts

So when I started this blog, I did it with the intention of growing it and being able to share exciting things on a consistent basis.

That hasn’t happened.

What has happened is that I allowed my life to get too busy, and I got sick. Really sick. Then each time I started to feel better, I tried to pick up where I left off and catch up. That didn’t work either, and I got sick again. and again. And again…

I’m beginning to thing that an immune system is something that only “other people” have.  I’ve got to change something in my life, because I can’t keep doing this to myself.

I decided that I’ve created an awful rut for myself, and that I’ve got to take some time to really heal and rebuild my health. Don’t know what that looks like yet… but I’ve got to rest and restore. So that’s what I’m going to do.

No more apology blog posts. I’m giving myself a break until my joie de vivre is back. Be well! Au revoir!

Brightest Blessings,

Maria

 

So what happened to October and what do you mean it’s almost Christmas???

Yeah. Life happens. Especially when I build too many things into my schedule.

Getting used to the idea that I’m trying to build a web presence had taken a back seat to all the endless needs that presented themselves since September… and my habit of blogging had not been firmly established yet, so it took a real back seat.

Then there was the trip back to New York, New Jersey, and Pennsylvania, my childhood home and stomping grounds. And losing my login and password to the admin section for this site (well, it wasn’t really lost, I just left it at home, and didn’t want to mess everything up by attempting to re-set it – I’m sure someone feels me), and to top it off I got the flu. A bad, bad flu.

I learned a lot from all the experiences though.

The number one thing I learned was that of all the activities and comings and goings, my FAVORITE thing to do is spend time connecting with students and peers in the jewelry world! I’ve been getting such a kick out of teaching and sharing tips and tricks with everyone I’ve been meeting! I want more and am excited for the next round of classes. I’ve met some amazing, courageous and loving women, and I can’t help but smile every time I think of them. I’ve also been offered some amazing opportunities, and I’m excited to explore them.

As for the never-ending flu… well, I learned a lot about natural remedies and alternatives to antibiotics. I rarely get sick, but when I do, I get REALLY sick. I stopped taking antibiotics back in 2011 when my health took a real tumble, and have been relying on alternatives ever since. Some work great and really fast, some take a bit longer, and some simply don’t resonate with me so I don’t use them. I’m learning how to listen to my body better. This time when I got the flu, it was paired with a throat infection and I could sense that bronchitis was on the way. I used Oil of Oregano, which worked wonders on the throat infection for the first day, then added Grapefruit Seed Extract, and followed that up with a mixture of Fresh Garlic & Raw Honey. Oh, and I took an enzyme formula to deal with the congestion.

All of that may sound crazy, but it did wonders to stop the infection in its track and keep the bronchitis from taking hold (I used to suffer from chronic bronchial asthma, so I know the signs of it coming on all too well). What was never-ending was the sheer exhaustion and feeling like I was on the edge of it all coming back. That took a while to clear.  I’ve noticed that since I was diagnosed with MS back in 2004, my body takes longer to heal, and I need to be patient and gentle with myself – this has been a huge challenge for me, and I am happy to report that I am getting a bit better at it.

Last but not least, the trip back east was really a soul’s journey on which I learned why “you can never go back.” It is possible to revisit a place if it still exists, but you can’t go back, simply because you’re not the same person anymore. In some instances that insight was a relief, in some it was bittersweet, and in others there was a deep sadness of the past being gone forever (like finding that Elvee Rosenberg, Inc. is no longer doing business at their store on 37th street) . I had to give myself time and space to lovingly let go. This trip was about collecting the joy in the memories, wherever I could, savoring them, and choosing to move forward in my life only with the good stuff. I’m not ever going to deny the bad stuff happened. I just simply have decided to build from the good stuff, and let the bad just fade into the background. My new motto is: “Take what you like, and leave the rest.”

SO forward we go into the New Year… what New Year you may ask? Well for me, my spiritual tradition celebrates the New Year on the first dark moon after the Pleiades set, and that fell on October 23rd this year, so Happy New Year! (I celebrate the calendar New Year, too, have no fear!) And yes, if you’re doing the math, it fell on my trip back east… the celebration was actually the primary reason for my trip back east. I try to go back as often as I can to celebrate with the members of my spiritual family, to do inner journey work, and to honor all those who have come before me. It’s a wonderful time for reflection, and I think that having the flu slowed me down just enough for me to actually pay greater attention to the messages that I was being given. If I had to sum up the trip with a tarot card, it would be the 8 of Cups –  moving on.

Back to the New Year… what am I expecting? Lots of time to heal and grow, lots of jewelry classes & learning, lots of love and lots of fun. But as I start dreaming up the new, I’ll try to keep my head in today and work at building a blogging habit and a fully functional website.

Brightest Blessings!

Maria

Elvee Rosenberg, Inc., pillar of the jewelry community since 1914 has left 37th Street forever :(

Elvee Rosenberg, Inc., pillar of the jewelry community since 1914 has left 37th Street forever 🙁

New Gems

New and beautiful gems on display in a new store on 37th street.

 

 

 

Classes and Meet & Greets and Jewelry Needs – Oh My!

Well the bad news is that the time factor I wrote about in my last post hasn’t changed. More time has not been added to my days. I guess time really is a limited construct in this dimension. Sigh…

The good news is that several classes, open workshops, and a Meet & Greet have been scheduled for the month of October at my bead-shop partner’s location in San Marcos.  Erin, Sue, and Tommy at GBM Bead Mall in San Marcos have been so kind and enthusiastic, they are a pleasure to work with!

Last Saturday I spent a few hours at the store meeting jewelry makers from every level and walk of life. We shared stories and ideas, and had a wonderful time. The one theme that kept recurring was that of caring and resilience. It seemed that almost everyone that I spoke with had something difficult in their life, and that creating jewelry was one of the things that was helping them to move forward and keep their heart open. It really brought home the whole “Jewelry Therapy” idea that I’ve been working on.

Energy management is another thing that has been on my mind. My daughter started a new job a couple of days ago and she is being trained by the person who is vacating the position. There was a lot of frenetic energy around her during her first day of training, and she arrived at the house after work with a migrane headache – her first one ever. I offered Reiki*, which she gladly accepted, and we were able to get the headache to dissolve quickly. As she rested after the session I created a protective necklace of Labradorite and Tourmalinated Quartz to shield her aura. Her next day at work was more difficult than day one, and yet she was able to make the most of the day, and not get a horrible headache in spite of what was going on around her. It felt really good to know that she is learning energy management techniques, and that I could be a support to her in her process. That’s what it’s all about for me! Oh, and the necklace was really pretty, too…

I’m really looking forward to all the happenings in October – it’s going to be fun. Check everything out on the “Class Offerings” page. Hope to see you in October at GBM!

Brightest Blessings,

Maria

 

* Although I am a certified Traditional Reiki Master, I am frequently guided to use many non-traditional techniques. I go with my guides.