I am so happy to be able to share this 🙂
I am feeling well, and I have been consistently feeling well since Thursday, January 29th!
I did something I’ve never done before, something I never thought I would do: The Master Cleanse.
You may have heard about the cleanse, you may have even read the book… I heard about it from a friend about 10 years ago. She had stayed on the cleanse for 40 days (something about tying it to a religious text) because she had been having serious health issues, and swore it changed her life. As she explained it to me, I nodded in excitement for her and thought “Yeah, right… I will NEVER do that to myself!”
Then came the whole season of never ending illness that had been going on since last October, and I got desperate. I’ve been living with a diagnosis of Multiple Sclerosis since 2004, and serious, life threatening bronchial asthma and allergies since I was a child – I’ve had my share of sick, and I was sick of being sick.
I’ve learned over the years how to manage my health using alternative means, and have been doing pretty well for the most part, but something about this last round of sick wore me to the bone. I felt drained beyond drained, and I was at my wits end. So I prayed for guidance. And I paid attention to what was showing up.
First thing that got my interest was a post on Facebook that spoke about resetting one’s immune system and how that could be accomplished in as little as 3 days. I was intrigued and thought, “Gee, that’s exactly what I need!” When I read further into the article, it spoke about using The Master Cleanse, and I thought “No way, am I ever doing that! That’s that crazy thing my friend told me about all those years ago, and I can’t do that! How could I ever not eat?” But the idea of having a reset immune system was very appealing.
So I prayed some more. I asked my angels for some clear guidance on what was the best option for me – Western Medicine, or something else. The answer showed up a few days later in an email ad about, guess what. I said “Hmmm… what if?”
I did some more research and thought some more, but I was not quite completely convinced and prayed for further clarity and guidance. And that’s what I got, clear direction during a meditation that the master cleanse would be a good option for me. So I decided to give it a try.
I went into the journey by saying, “My goal is to reset my immune system, and I understand that this can take as little as three days, but I’m only going to take it a day at a time, and not commit to more than that.” I bought enough supplies for three days, but was committed to being gentle with myself, and taking it one step at a time.
I did have some headaches and weakness in the first three days, but by day four, I felt a new spark inside of me come to life – it was almost as if a seed that was planted in the ground suddenly came to life. I knew that the next day would be really good.
On day five, my energy skyrocketed, and I was thrilled! I hadn’t felt that good since the previous September!
On day six, my energy was still incredible, but I got clear guidance that it was time to release the fast and to gently begin reintroducing food, so that’s what I did. I worked food back into my routine slowly over the course of four days, and have been feeling wonderful ever since.
I’m still taking it easy on myself with my work schedule; I need to exist at a gentler pace than I want to believe I need.
I remember all the years of burning the candle at both ends working full-time, being a mom with perfectionist Martha Stewart inclinations, while simultaneously training in the craeft, and trying to be of service in my community. Now, I’m a full-time job, and everything else needs to work around me. It’s still not easy for me to grasp, even though my life has simplified in many ways with the kids being grown.
I’ve been thinking about the classes I want to teach, and I realized that I don’t want to teach technique as much as creation with intent, and all the layers of meaning and magic that can be used to build a piece of jewelry. The original series of classes I taught EarthSpirit’s Rites of Spring gathering in western Massachusetts many years ago is what I would like to do more of, and so that’s what I’m going to be working on.
I don’t know when I’ll post again, and I’m not making an impossible schedule for myself, so we’ll just see how this unfolds. Love to all, till we meet again.